When you set a goal and then continually work toward it, you stand in the gap between failure and success. The “almost did” in your life changes to “is doing”, which in turn breeds all kinds of other success!
Your mental list of what you never even try AND what you attempt and complete will always be in the back of your mind acting either like an anchor that holds you down or an eagle that soars through the sky.
The time to move forward and accomplish your goal is
Whatever is holding you back is most likely a mental perception or mis-perception that you need to change or let go of.
The universe has great things in store for you! Move forward and accept them!